Sunday, September 25, 2011

Getting Just a Wee Bit Excited

I'm craving being pregnant lately. (to all my pregnant friends, don't spoil my fun and tell me how much it sucks... lol!) I see pictures of women on TV or at the office and I just look at them with longing, imagining what it is going to be like for me when I'm big and pregnant.

Its hard to focus on this longing all the time and sometimes you need to put it away, so you don't drive yourself crazy. I've put it away for quite a while... I'd say at least since March or so. But as I get closer to my cycle, I have started looking at pregnant people again and fantasizing about being in that state. It may not be a glamorous state, but oh, am I so hoping that I get to be there.

Today I was texting with a friend of mine about getting some routine work-outs on the books, so we can keep each other going to the gym and I had the guts to say about one comment or another, ".... cuz I'll be pregnant in a few weeks, right? (thinking positively)"

I suppose this means I'm letting myself get just a little bit excited. I can't be all stone faced right now, right? Hoping our first update from Dotty 2.0's ovaries is a good one.

13 comments:

KV said...

We're all excited for you!!

Kate said...

same here! I'm so excited for you and believing in the power of positive thinking.

eek!

cgd said...

Love that you are reconnecting this part of yourself, hoping and praying that you find yourself as an adorable pregnant woman very, very soon.
much love to you

Mags said...

Squeee! I get excited for you, of course, and I hope you are pregnant and loving it very soon. And then I can photograph you in all your big-bellied glory. Here's to hope! xoxo

RunningMama said...

Let the hope shine in.....

Sarah said...

Keep up the positive visualization!!! It will do your body good and get it ready for what is to come!!!

I can't wait to hear how D2.0 is doing!!

Gurlee said...

Yes! I am so excited that you are excited. You are not made of stone, it is good to be hopeful, otherwise how would we endure? Can't wait for a Dotty 2.0 update!

Jamie said...

Thank you for stopping by my blog! I hope you don't mind if I join your cheering session!

Good luck!

lesterresfertiles said...

I'm thinking about you and sending all kinds of positive vibes! It's funny, this cycle for me is the first one I've begun to really think positively again. Dreaming of bellies and swollen feet :) Hugs.

Maria said...

YIPPEE!!!! I love this vibe from you!!!! And, P.S., gigantic preggo bellies are totally glam. :-)

KC said...

I love that you are being positive. It is so hard to let yourself get any hopes up but I never felt it hurt any less when when I was reserved. I am hoping and praying for you!!! I just know this time it has to work!!!

Bernadette & Duane said...

It is your turn to be positive! Think those happy thoughts and they WILL come true-- and then you'll totally have an excuse not to work out;)

Lara said...

Hope you get positive news soon. No matter how uncomfortable pregnancy can be it is so so wonderful and amazing. Keep the positive visualization and thoughts coming.