Honestly, it really does.
I know people say it gets easier, and yes, the waking up and the routine does. But I don't like it one bit. I miss them so much throughout the day and want so badly to be there for them. I'm so grateful that they are with Tidy. It's the second best thing to me. But it hurts when they are not with me.
Is this unhealthy? I don't think so. I think it's just the honest emotion of this. I never really thought that I could be a full time stay at home mom. And I'm not sure that in the long run I could. But I do know that if I had the choice, I would not be working right now. They are too young. And I feel like I am missing so much. I think I should have moved over seas...
Here's a few pics for now to tide you over until I get some time to actually write a meaningful post.