I Still Cry in My Car

Instead of my car being the place where I cry tears of sadness, loss, brokenness and fear, I cry new tears in my car. They are tears of...

... joy

... and graditude

... and pleas that I don't wake up from this dream

These babies are becoming more real to me every day and I can't wait to hold them in my arms. As my belly starts to swell and the movements become more frequent, my heart melts and hopes with all my heart that the rest of this pregnancy continues to go smoothly and I get to meet these beautiful babies and hold them and watch them grow for the rest of our lives. This is my wish.