Some moments, I feel like this could work.
Most moments, I feel like this has failed and we're gonna have to figure out a plan B.
But the best moments right now are when I realize that for the last 'x' many hours or so, I haven't thought about it... at... all!! I love when work is busy during the two week wait.
One week down. One to go. The easy half is over and I'm staring the hard half in the face, trying to figure out how to proceed through it... Pee on lots of sticks? Over-analyze any and all twitch and or feeling that isn't really normal? Stare at the toilet paper every time I wipe?
I think for now, I'll just try to breathe.
I hate the 2ww especially with IVF!! I wish we could pass the worry to someone else while you are in it; i'd take it for you ;)
ReplyDeleteOne week down, 7 days left...you can do this!
Are you going to POAS? Sometimes I think absolutely, then other times, noooooooo!!!
Sending you hugs and quick time :)
one more week!!! almost there! sounds very stressful. That is great work is busy. My work is so quiet..I am not looking forward to the 2ww at work.maybe i will just take the time off. Not sure. It is all very exciting and stressful! what are some of your symptoms?
ReplyDeleteA whole week went by??? Dang that was fast! I like your breathing strategy.....girl, you SO got this! :D
ReplyDeleteI am breathing with you.
ReplyDeleteI want this so badly for you.
It's about time, your time!
To a quick and speedy week!
ReplyDeleteHi there Tippy. What a great little blog! Here form ICLW and spent some time wandering around your posts. what a long an winding journey you've been on these past few years. I am always so impressed with the strength and resiliency that I find in this community. It really is so incredible. You really are pretty incredible.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the breathing this next week. I'm doing my best to keep breathing these days too. If its not one thing, another is always waiting in the wings, or so it feels.
Good luck!
Keep hanging in there, my dear! It is SOOOO rough. I keep thinking of you and can't wait for GOOD news! I am sending lots of positive sticky vibes your way! HUGS
ReplyDeleteHi Tippy, I'm stopping by for ICLW and wanted to leave you a big hug. Also of course lots of positive vibes for this FET to be the one that finally works (it was the case for me!). The second week is the absolute worse but for me testing early never brought good news. Hang in there!
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Good luck, good luck, good luck! Crossing my fingers and toes for you! Happy ICLW.
ReplyDeleteBreath in and out....that's all you gotta do this week. Oh and eat a little something too. :) Moment by moment my friend. Drown yourself in work and home stuff....Hanging onto hope for you and I like what Baby Steps said...this is YOUR time!
ReplyDeleteYou are over half where there!!!
ReplyDelete6 days to go!!!
I hate the second half!!
Baby Mo and I have our fingers and toes crossed for you!!!